You were waiting for?

What is it like if all that is just a dream or an illusion that will never happened?
Why did the rest of it all only become a vague memory that seemed alien to him?
And how can I look back on a dream that he should have achieved before he went home to his own world?
Tonight there was only darkness and at a glance the light that was shining on this room from a distance looked like someone was waiting for me there.